count_onme: (i did my best)
Albert Herrera ([personal profile] count_onme) wrote2007-06-25 02:18 pm
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[ic thread continuation -- franz and albert]

[continued from here because LJ is a cockblocking h0r]
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[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
Because you'll be unhappy.
count_onme: (uhhh no)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
Isn't that for me to decide? And who says I'll be unhappy?!

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
You can't decide whether or not you're happy.
count_onme: (beg your pardon?)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
What-- of course I can! What do you take me for?
count_onme: (whatever.)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
... Why do you think I'll be unhappy, then?

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
There will be no future for you.
count_onme: (you can't mean that)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
How can you say that? Franz, I can make my future anywhere! Having "a future" isn't dependant on where I am, or what I'm doing, or who I'm married to! Or do you also intend to tell me what my future should be?

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
What future could you have here?
count_onme: (guilty feelings)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
I told you, there's always the chance that we can go somewhere else. After camp. Other people... other people have said it's possible, Franz. Why not us?
count_onme: (sensetive soul)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
So? Isn't that better than nothing?
count_onme: (did you just--?)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
That's why it's called a chance, Franz! Of course it might not happen-- but it might happen, too! Do you really want to just... ignore that?

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
The price of depending on a mere chance is too high.
count_onme: (owwww)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
What's that supposed to mean?

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
It means you're only looking at what you want to happen, instead of what probably will.
count_onme: (how should i put it)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
You have no more idea of what "probably" will happen than I do!

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
I do, because I'm looking at the reality of what happens to people here.
count_onme: (beg your pardon?)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
Oh? And what's that?

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
Most of them don't choose when they leave, or where they are going. And the dead... go back to being dead.
count_onme: (is that so)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
Not... always...
count_onme: (can my words reach you?)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
But wouldn't you rather... isn't it better to be happy for a short time instead of just being okay for a long time, and-- and wondering if maybe it would have turned out all right?
count_onme: (what regret looks like)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
Then... at least I'll have had that short time, rather than nothing at all.

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
And what would you do then?
count_onme: (heartbreak)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
I don't-- I don't know, Franz! But the answer to that would be the same, regardless!
count_onme: (pouty mc pout)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
Would I? Would I really?
count_onme: (don't want to think about it)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
... Fine! Have it your way. Fine. I don't even know why we're arguing about this anyway, since it's clear you don't--... whatever.

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
[oh, ouch]

[but this is what he wanted, right?]
count_onme: (reflecting like water)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
[moving away now]

... Hey. Good luck with your wish, whatever it was.

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
[...yeah, in too much pain to respond to him]
count_onme: (sadness in the kokoro)

[personal profile] count_onme 2007-06-25 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
...

[walking away, then.]

[identity profile] wearswallpaper.livejournal.com 2007-06-25 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
[I'll just be here.]

[...for a long time.]

[Don't expect me in the room tonight.]
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